I am the Mom of a 28 year old son who has been tormented by drugs since 13. He is now facing what I believe will be jail time. He has had many brushes with the law. He has had many suicide attempts and many hospitalizations due to drugs. He lies, & steels. You can not believe a words he says.
I still love him, I look at him and see the 8 year old happy go lucky boy he used to be.
He seems to be determined to hurt himself, He sabotages any thing that starts to look good for hims, IE: Work, women & sibling relationships. It breaks my heart to know this is where we wind up after all the struggles.
I need to come to some kind of peace wit thins. Could it be the best thing for him? Will anything change him? Is bi-polar & manic depressive real? or just an explanation? Excuse?
I am just heartbroken for myself & for him.
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